I want to work on being a secret giver, blesser, sharer whatever I do for someone else. I need to be able to let God bless me. I want God to bless me and yet I get to often caught up in – look what I did! I will sometimes not even realize it until sometime later, that I have once again flown my flag, I try to keep the guard on duty at the door of my mine when he should have been keeping watch on my tongue! I want to change so bad and I keep slipping up. But I will not give up. God can give me the power to do this I will keep asking , keep knocking , keep seeking.